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Your Receding Warmth

by Boundaries

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1.
Keep me alive, in your memory immortalised Don’t let me die, don’t let me die without a legacy I said the end was near, you said the end is right fucking here This is the end Hands turn to ash when they reach for the past Start begging time to stop going so fast Take out my heart, and break it in two A piece for me, a piece for you Yours can be bigger I don’t mind As long as it keeps me on your mind Keep me on your mind, keep me on your mind Is survived by, is survived by I was a friendly face in a foreign room You clung to me, I clung to you On my way to see you one last time I drive by an accident a few turns short from your road Do you think they got to know That today was their last day Or do you never really get to say all of your goodbyes All of your goodbyes Do you never really get to say all of your goodbyes Is survived by is survived by Will you still say my name even after I die Is survived by
2.
Fade Away 02:49
Day after day, I can see the walls come crashing down Everything that I had in place that made me feel safe starts to fade away Fade away with me Hand in hand towards eternity Just another fantasy of mine As I try to hold back time Fade away ‘Cause I can’t stay in one place I’m just trying to escape Will there always be who I am and who I want to be Head full of photographs Always looking to the past Will any amount ever be enough Enough for the people I love Living life through open windows and your missed phone calls In too deep with nowhere to go, trying to find my home And when it’s time to say goodbye I won’t look you in the eye Nothing stays the same Time doesn’t give, it only takes away What should I do when the fire dies And there's no more light left to find The day to day shift from happiness to hopelessness What's the difference All of my worst moments you carved into my surface For all to see how could things ever be the same Head full of photographs Always looking to the past Will any amount ever be enough Enough for the people I love Living life through open windows and your missed phone calls In too deep with nowhere to go, trying to find my home This will be the end of me This will be the end of me
3.
Carve 03:03
I’m going to hurt you Hurt you like you hurt me Don’t move, don’t speak You’ve worked so hard and now it’s all yours Now it’s your time to feed Feed, feed, feed from me Feed from me Dig your nails in Crack my skin made of glass It’s so kind of you to ask Before you kill me Kill me Before you paint me red for all to see Before you display my dependency Just take what you want and leave Did I not give enough Was this just another thing I wasn’t capable of In the wake of every goodbye, every sacrifice This is all that I ever wanted And to be honest, it still is But I don’t have anything left to give Anything left to give To give up, to cut off I am bare, skinless, and raw Exposed and at such a cost I am so afraid that I will give everything That I’ll always be waiting For something that isn’t coming back Time has started to escape and everyone is leaving What have I become What have I Carve me into your perfect form
4.
My Strength 02:10
I will stand unmoved Your voice falls silent before me I’m not listening i’m not listening To another mother fucker like you I can’t hear you My will remains intact Reject the infection, pressure to act No reason to do Keep my distance stay away from you This is my decision for myself and no one else I have nothing to give those that only take My every confidence established By a clarity of mind This life is mine and I have chosen my side I will not be shaken By a world of indifference Something to live by Something to die by Something to live by Something to die by I know now just as I knew then That this is my strength And I am immune to your influence Today will not be the day I start giving a fuck what you think
5.
Get Out 02:38
You will take nothing from me Because you’re not here to stay Siphoning fucking leech Nothing Nothing to say but your own name We are only as strong as the love that we don’t receive And make no mistake you are not like me You are not like me How predictable How disappointing How predictable how predictable What’s it like to have a face that changes every day It must be exhausting It must exhausting to depend on everyone else To only have what's been given to you You are not here to stay Don’t know how to create, only how to make I wish your intentions weren’t so obvious Never had my own voice, only others repeated words So worried about being seen, just part of the fucking herd All my failures will be my own, I am undeniable All my failures will be my own, I am undeniable I am undeniable I am undeniable I am undeniable I am undeniable Who the fuck are you Who the fuck are you Who the fuck are you Who the fuck are you My sworn fucking enemy Disgusting mother fucker You are poison to everything Get out, Get out, Get out, Get out, Get out ,Get out Get out Get out Get out Get out
6.
A reminder from life bitter and bleak That from now on this is how it has to be Tell me what you want What do you want to hear, what do you want to see Because i’m ready to speak Do you want to hear me say That i’m the only one that didn’t see this coming I miss the feeling of your pulse I miss the comfort of it all Something to bring me along Something to let me know that I wasn’t stuck Something to let me know So that I can feel it leave So i can watch myself fall As the last few strands of light die behind the bend I am scared because I know what goes with them In darkness with no direction The sky has gone from gray to black and the earth to dust and obsidian Every second is a year passed And with it my life is scratched and sapped I am your creation I am your creation Marred and misshapen Magnificent in my capacity for judgement I am all the things you cannot unsee My form is demented and vacant I am the pale negative
7.
I now know that there is no escape No expiration that will be my grace No release From what i wake up with every single day I see your face behind the flames Fingers pick scabs to blood No healing no restoration I’d do anything to keep it away Anything for a moment of peace Anything but do what they say Anything but admit that maybe i’m not okay Anything but say that I like feeling this way No more hesitation Instigated by my own chemistry No comfort in your company No need to repeat anymore Because now i’m listening to every word that you ever said Waiting for an explanation to how you got in my head Everything i’ve learned written and rephrased Progression of nothing it all stays the same The same the same I still can’t be left alone I’m still rotting away My brain is the hammered stone where you built your home The home where we both lived for as long as I can remember They say satisfaction is the death of desire But no one knows how deep in this mire I have found myself And i’m so tired I’m so tired Of not being strong Of not being proud or brave Cause I don’t know how much more of this I can take When this has become my everyday I know love had to leave But why did I have to stay Take me Please take me Take me Please take me away
8.
You were my mortality In your absence what is left to fear The remedy to my muted mind To be blind is to see after all this time Stuck in a stasis Stagnant Moments and words compound into days Days turn to years and here I stayed I like it here everything has its place Everything has its place but us What is there left to feel once you’ve sank into the depths of love Blessed by the touch of the girl with the gift of Midas Witness to her grace as she creates and kills all she passes Fingers fractured by touch Skin embraced becomes corrupt Don’t you have anything to say for yourself Don’t you have anything left to say Like how I shouldn’t blame myself Regardless of how many years too late it is for that to help A single second of clarity How should I survive my darkest days Without you to show me the way Show me the way Show me Show me the way Show me the way Without direction and in dismay go I cannot be the one that you need And this phase of failure is sure to claim All of the good things that we ever made And once your voice is gone, you’ll just be a face, you’ll just be a name I know you only ever wanted what was best for me And if intentions were actions we wouldn’t speak And if shame could be measured this would take all day All for a few words I’d rather not say
9.
I cannot maintain everyone's expectations of me I am not your light I am not your guide Only the product of life unrealised Don’t ask me for a fucking thing Cause that’s all I can give consistently This is not an apology This is my declaration A step from calamity One moment from disaster I don’t know any better than you I have simply come to terms with my own unrest There is no control to be had anymore This will all go on with or without me I don’t know what you want I don’t know what you need But I know it’s not me, it never will be You will die and you will fade And I will continue in the face of your amity abstained In the company of none I am my own priority Because I’m the only one that’s not allowed to leave My intentions are tragic My existence is an accident Don’t make a habit out of thinking highly of me To trust and to love Is to concede our own human nature Just because i’m here doesn’t mean that i’m not a failure Whether or not you realize We could so easily survive each others loss Do not allow me to destroy you Because I will Living in the fallout of affection’s longing Just because you love me doesn’t mean that I care I didn’t mean for this to happen I move on with complete lack of notion or intent But that isn’t enough for anyone to give a fuck No decency is owed No decency is owed I am not a person I am your vessel Fill me whole fill me whole fill me whole
10.
The cold is coming as sure as the sun will rise Your receding warmth is all that I desire And if you ask I’m not as bad as I seem But no one ever said that you could trust a single word from me Lie to myself just to get through the day What won’t I do to keep what I need What I need I’m afraid of the mistakes that i’ve made I’m afraid that I won’t know ‘till it’s too late When the damage has already been done And what will remain of me if this can move on I want to pull you back but I can’t reach Our perforated pleasure is finally tearing Tearing You’re tearing away from me The cold is coming as sure as the sun will rise Your receding warmth is all that I desire Food has lost its taste And i’m just losing sleep Trying to replace the space next to me Trying to replace Trying to replace The space next to me Trying to replace Trying to replace Trying to replace The space next to me Trying to replace Trying to replace you The cold is coming as sure as the sun will rise Sure as the sun will rise Your receding warmth Is all that I desire All that I desire Your receding warmth Your receding warmth Split my head open look inside Try to find where it all went wrong Where it all went wrong Where I went wrong Where I went wrong
11.
From the departed, dear or otherwise It’s by you that i’m survived Because now that i’m gone, I will begin to fade away And whoever I was to you will start to change As I go to look for myself in all the shapes that i’ve been perceived As i give myself to those who would carve me and take without the need But I will find my strength in whatever should remain I will bend but not break And I will push for no sake No sake other than the need The need to reject you from me To get you out, to allow myself a chance to breathe From the departed, dear or otherwise It’s darker now, darker than I realised As I cross over behind the bend I step past the horizon of who i’ve been But not all is unfamiliar Because it’s different here but I am the same I am met by myself with my thoughts written and rephrased I have been here before and I will be here again Alone now reflection starts No longer can I ignore that behind the bend wasn’t very far And I spent years just a few steps away from my own heart And I can almost wish that’s where I had stayed Because in my heart is where I keep everything that i’d rather not say But it’s too late I’m here and so are they Nothing can quiet the company of none Nothing can hold back reality once it starts to flood If you only have yourself and this is who I am Then i’m a moment from disaster and my moment has passed How bleak it's all become Our youth, life, and love Is this it Could it really be that living is just the act of losing everything we need Was this the expectation all along and nobody told me That as you live and as you love You do so only to lose That being alive only takes one but that living takes two That in the absence of our shelter i can finally see the truth From the departed dear or otherwise The cold is coming as sure as the sun will rise And your receding warmth Is all that I desire

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released November 13, 2020

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Boundaries Connecticut

5 piece heavy band from CT.

Matt
Zadak
Cory
Breedlove
Kevin

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